* twenty two. *

i shoudnt be here, but ouwh well. hee. =)

i love this number. which is also today's date. therefore, i shall update. hoho, lamer.*

last week.?

cant remember. nyaah. ouwh wait, shall grab my 'Innovian Guide'.! ahah.* Surprisingly, i've been constantly updating this freaking organiser.! still, my life's far from being organised. so yes, you can laugh at me now. =)

Econs timed-assignment [its equivalent to a test lah ehhh. hai*] on Monday.! surprise, surprise.* something wrong with the dispersion of info, so apparently, nobody came prepared. least now im prepared for the worst. x)

but ouwh ouwh.! i passed the previous econs case study test.! euphoric pleaseee. hee.! kay, it wasnt at all good. but the thought of everyone else around me failing, simply gave me a sense of achievement.! AHAH.* syukur alhamdulillah. =))

Had math vector test on thurs.! woots, i failed.! it was simple, if only i had put in a tiny winy bit of an extra effort. but ouwh well.! knowing all those freaking intellectual babes in my class aced such papers blissfully, im finally feeling the drive to fight.! gerls, watch out uh.! ahahaa. =p

ouwhs.! class photo-taking on weds.! fun funnn.* kay, im also finally falling in love with the gerls in my class. they're gorgeous, plus intellectual. anddd totally sporting.! wee. we each had thick bio/chem/math/whatsoever bookssss in our hands for the informal pic.! so cute please, who's idea huh.?? ahahaa. x)

and i love neat triangle-knot ties with a length nothing less than, perfect. hoho.!

ouwh.! yeah.! for the first time in my entire 17 years of life, i finally got to stand right smack in the middle.! yerps.! paisey yes, but woah.* i feel taaaaall.! nyahahaa.! erPs.

trg.? okay. *zips* i still do love fb, truly, madly, deeply. ahahaa. btw, the freaking rough futsal ground totally ate my blade.! in 6mths, totally.! hmphs. =(

im loving my pwmates too. we're getting along quite well, i must say. hee. =)) well done.! hoho.*
COP on sunday. total waste of time. but it was a great moment for class bonding, somehow.? ahah. yeah, i love my cg, minus few here and dere. *blearghhh* nyahahaa. yerps.! best.

frm national library. the ride home alone, crap sia. bleargh upside down, inside out. seriously lah, nyonya, i hope you get breast cancer. heh.
PS: i prayed for you to fall down the steps, but u dint.! boo* so fall sick please.okay, im being too cruel. yall ought to hear the story. actually no, im tired of re-enactments. ahahaaa.



ouwhs. and i realized. life's too short to get all stressed out about school.

i wake up everyday thinking, gosh* another day to exhaust myself. i simply want to get this 2 years over and done with so badly. i simply want time to fly so fast.

that i forget about what i have now. and i put them aside, thinking it'll always be around. taking things for granted. especially the people i love most. i barely have time to show them that love.

particularly, my parents. at times, i hate myself for being so ignorant.

im always glad that a day ended, that i've managed to somehow pull through. and even wen im suppose to sleep, i'd be thinking of all the stuffs pending on my to-do-list. of how i am suppose to prepare myself for another hectic day ahead.

i keep thinking that i want this jc life to end. and before that day comes, everything else can be put on hold.

and yesterday, after a conver with my parents. it strucked me, hard.

what if at the end of this two years of ignorance, they're not there anymore. hey, thats the cycle of life, it is inevitable. Would i look back cursing myself for not spending enough time with them.? and the answer is yes. a big fat huge YES.

im not ready to be independent. im not ready to lose you.

so please dont. ouwh god* nothing soon, please.

i love you, more than you can imagine. and im trying hard. i will not regret. so please dont leave.


*let the rain fall down,
and wake my dreams.
let it wash away,
my sanity. *

allahuakbar. tolong lah.

*smiling defeats.*

hola.!

im suddenly in the mood.!
so longgg entry ahead. u can go away though.! ahahaa.

kay start. yada yadaa.

ouwhs.! tuesday. national day celebration in school. though i wasnt entirely in the enthuastic red-white mood, the day was fun funn. =)

class interaction in library was actually FUN, seriously. ahah. MrCivicsTutor is nice, reali. performances on stage was splendid, certain ones that is. primarily cos its exciting to watch people you know actually do stuffs on stage. good or not, that's secondary. nyahahaa.

so if u happen to have performed, and happen to read this, then dun happen to get flattered, cos i may not happen to be referring to you.! ahah.! crap.

bio ca1 after that. flunked for sure. a sense of dejavu as Dee puts it. and i agree. like, what's new.? nyahaa.

out wif Lala later on. purposeless actually. went in n out of cwpt. indecisive. den some ehems-ehems* took place. memorable indeed.! ahah.! that lady is super funny please. but my lips are sealed. encore.?? any time.! nyahahaa. ouwhs, to sunplaza too. =)

national day itself, home sweet home.! finally.~ hee.

national day school holiday.? bleargh. any kind souls.? please step forward. nyaah. wasted hours surveying for pw. i was so disheartened please. i've never been rejected so many times in one day before.! nyahahaa.*

i've learnt. that i'd choose Flag Days over surveying, ANY TIME.! nyaah.

Floorball. Aug babies celebration after trg on friday. was nice nice.! hee. though it was practically nothing but just a cake that dee/fadh painstakingly went in search for after school in the blazing sun for like hours, all ended well ey.? the girls were appreciative, somehow.? ahah. i love them. =)

saturday, practically slacked thru the day.! yes, im disappointed with myself, but ouwh well.! ahahaa. went out wif beloved family in the evening. was actually purposeless too. but wee. i luv such family outing. =)) minus the impromtu part, maybe.? ahah.

sunday. ouwh, that's today.! nyaah. one thing for sure, NOT looking forward to tmr. nyaah.

NTUC FLOORBALL OPEN. at Downtown East D'Marquee.! so fun please. totally fun funn.! like, brutal [our word for the day.! nyahaa.!] fun.! one more time, please.? ahahaa.

okay, so we lost practically all the 4 matches. but they're not brutal defeats. more like, smiling defeats? ahahaa. those club/national players look totally equiped. like, real experts. so we sort of anticipated being trashed 6-NIL or stg. but we werent.! so thats something to smile about.! ahahaa.

most satisfying match --> skools 1789. they're awesome.
most URGH*-we-could-have-killed-them match --> youths.? heh.
most off-form match --> i-forgot-their-weird-longgg-chain-of-numbers. boo muni*
most neutral i-finally-move-forward! match --> kutu-stg-stg. nyahahaa.

okay. im loving defense now. as in, blocking those balls feels gorgeous.! ahah.! and conceding dem gets me raging wif brutal URGHness. another side of me. ahahaa.!

my new most commonly used word on court. *SHIT.!!*
what did MsBio taught u in aiss.? use FAECES. its more sophisticated. AHAH.

ouwhs. the whole experience was totally awesome. especially with my fbmates around ey.? ahah. picture frenzy after the whole event. nice nice. =)

we got there real early actually. around 8am.? even had time for breakfast.! nyaah. kudos to dearest dad for the lift.! hee. =))

and i so love my team. Dee. Fadh. anddd ZAHIRAH.! ahahaa. honestly, was afraid she might back out or stg. apparently not.! ouwhhh, how i've missed that jambu. least i managed to make her a traitor to yjc for a day.! nyahahaa.

i love them.

and i actually forgot how much i love Aye. let the sparks rekindle.! AHAH.!

ate at Macs White Sands after that. around 3+ ey.? yeah. again, fun funnn. the rest left first, while we made a trip to the POLARs. ahah. yada yadaaa, left wif dee n aye. the train rides were brutal funnn.! like, we somehow always get empty trains.! unconciously.! *ehems.* nyaah.!

so again. picture frenzy on empty trains.! booo.* i love them so soo much.! longgg journey, with endless topics.? yeah, i tink. ahah. never a dull train ride wif dee/aye around.! hee. =))

ouwhs. after today. one of us will die. final destination. ahaha. kay, crap. hmms.

yeah. that's it i guess. though im dead beat now, with pw stuffs about to bite my heads off, im a happy happy gerl.! yerps.! =))

BIO SPA tmr.! woo, how exciting.! dna fingerprinting please.? die, dieee.! ahahaa.!

kay, this blog entry totally lack structure. i just cant be bothered lah, for now. total languor. nyaah.

okay. im reali off. 11.46pm now.! can u believe it.? i took THAT long to update. ! ahahaa. multi-tasking totally reduces efficiency. how incapable of me.~ boo.*

again, I LOVE MY GERLS.! <3
go fballers.! ij woosh.! hee. =))


All Smiles,
*Munirah. <33

*my gorgeous week.! only mine.! *

nyahahaaa.

okay, i agree. so tat title is dumb, but ouwh well.! hee.

if i hadnt turn seventeen and gotten all the worthy excitements this week, i'd rather be dead now. *okay, joking.* nyaah.

massive workload till the wee hours, physically draining activities, lack of sleep, yada yadaaa. it figures why my immune system's down now. taken a toll on me eyy.? hmms.

now flashbacks.! woots.! for 2nd aug, of cos. ahah.! =))

left for sch at abt 6.10am. blame it on interhouse competitions. but ouwh well, i love frisbees.! and i love TAURUS.! nyaah.!

though dee wasnt involve in any of the games, she came down THAT earli JUST for ME.! gosh* told ya she's ouwh-so-sweet.! hee. she's the first fren i meet that day, and she's the first to give me a present.! so yes, the morning walk was gorgeous. =)

yada yadaa. and so on my day, we won the semis, again.! hee. the sweet, sweet taste of victory. its onli sweeter that i scored in every game. nyahaa.! [no, im nt bragging, its just a reason. i still tink its a team effort. hee.!]

for memory's sake. 5-stg vs sagi, 3-2 vs aquila, 1-0 vs rasalas[semis], 1-3 vs taurus[finals]. we fought against our own kind in the finals.! it was pathetic, reali. ahah.! though we're runner up, its refreshing that both taurus(s) got into finals. an effort totally worthwhile. *clap* BULL.!

got attacked with wet tissues in the cubicle after that. but it was fun. hee.! =)
PS: their aiming skills, down to zero.! ahah.!

school as per normal. yada yadaa. CG was sweet, one louddd bday singalong session in class that was.! hee. and in the canteen later on.! the gorgeous cake, luv luv luv.!

we snapped quite alot of pics.! hee.! had PE in the morning, so was quite in a messy state. though i hate how i look in the pics, ouwh well.! gorgeous memories.! wee.!

and owuhs. all the presents.! to whoever this may concern, again, thz ey.! alot! =))

fb grp study after school. apparently, almost none came. ahah.! kay, not funny. since i got scolded later on. but ouwh well, who am i to blame.? blearghhh.*

either way, was stuck in library till 5+ finalizing my EoM draft. tts like, 3++hrs after dee's class ended, and she accompanied me.! gosh* that gorgeous lady of mine. ahahaa.

with that, i dint want to disappoint and waste her effort in waiting. thus, the decision of visiting CP was a final one. and i hafta admit, no regrets on my behalf.! since i missed the blood donation drive [which i truly feel missed], concluded that i shall do the next big [and most practical] thing on this significant date.! nyahahaa.

after visiting maria, [her house was on the way..] and passing her belated present. we headed to CP's hairdresser.! tts like, 6+ already uh. i feel so bad making dee follow, but she insisted, so ouwh well.! nyahaa.

ouwh, before that, was stuck in the school's toilet for like half-an-hour. ahah.! thz to dee, i got some gorgeous pics of my long longgg hair. nyahahaa.! and yes, gorgeous pics wif my beloved besty too. hee.

and soo. snips.! make that, major snips.! nyahahaa. from something that can reach my skirt band, its now barely shoulder length. so thats like, drastically shorter. imagine 3yrs of hair growth, gone just like that.! rejoice.! nyahahaa.

ouwhs. the amoi(s) was delighted to cut my longgg hair.! until, i decided to ask for it.! ahahaa.! seriously, dere wasnt any apparent reason. except.! i was disgusted hearing that dey're gonna use it for hair extensions. come on please.! im soo not letting my hair be on those heads.! *shivers*. nyahahaa.

so yeah. i still have my long hair now, technically. anyone wanna see it.?? nyahahaa.! how grotesque.*

niways. again, dee was the first to see my new haircut.! wee.! in fact, she saw it being snipped off lah eh, much to her delight. see wad envy can do to you.! haiii* ahah.! ouwh yeah, she was touching my 'silky long' hair, before laughing at me. how nice of her. nyahahaa.

the walk home was reali light.! my head tt is.! ahah.! for once, i can feel the wind in my haiiir.! simply great lah. nyahahaa. was trying to get use to the bouncy2 feeling, wen i realised, i have tiny winy hairs all over my uniform.! like, WTH* ahahaa.

mum's reaction was funny. and at the gate, she wudnt let me in. she asked if i got the wrong house cos her daughter dun look like me. nyahahaa.! gorgeous craps.

yada yadaa. another cake cutting moment.! woahh, twice in a day, im sucha lucky gerl.! or lady.! watever lah eh. ahah.! cake was just as gorgeous. i still cant decide which is better, cos both was reali gorgeous, realiii.
PS: i now realise, my onli meals on 2nd aug was that 2 slices of cakes. ahah.!

and ouwhs. though i got to blow the candle twice too, i dint make any wishes. nyaah. im nt even sure if i believe in tt thingy in the first place. its all just for the fun of it ey.? but yeah, bleargh. i had no wishes. nyahahaa.

gift unwrapping. wee.! gorgeous stuffs. ahahaa. luv every single one of them.! totally luv them all. thanky youuu people.! =)) hee. ouwhs.! got some pics of them too.! kudos to AIMAH, my trustworthy photographer.! nyahahaa.

n yeah.! had so much sch stuffs to do later on, that i was in a rush. boo.~ so yeah. room was in sucha mess that aimah, being sucha darling tt she is, stacked all my presents/wrappers/stuffs on her bed for me.! awws* nyahahaa.
PS: she slept wif my mum this whole week. i was awake till 1am+ either way. so yeah, light was on till den. x)

yeahhh. wad better way to end the gorgeous day. but with PROJECT WORK.! *urgh* nyahahaa. ouwh well. shant complain ey. parts and parcel of this path i've taken. though somehow im dreading every new day cos it simply means more workload piling up, im reali appreciating how things are now. honestly, i cant see myself leading a diff way of life.

JC life rocks my socks. wee.! =))

positive thinking, ouwh yeah.! nyahaa.!

so yes. overall. a gorgeous day, in memory of the pain my mum went thru seventeen years ago. im truly grateful, to both my parents. hee. for the person i am today, i owe it to dem, to god, and somehow, to the education system in singapore[ahah.!].

ouwh yes. seeing all the gejala sosial in wdlds, i told my most influential darling whom i've gotten stuck wif for more den 4yrs. dee of cos, ahah.!
"eyy, thanks for not turning me into something like them ehh.."
and her reply was..
"no lah, thanks for turning me into something like you.."
decipher that, people in ijc thinks im innocent. seriously. nyahahaa.*

and dad thanked me for not causing him any teenage-related problems, ie. those gejala sosial. awws* how sweet. but heyy, im far from being the perfect child, unfortunately. nyahahaa.

and yes, my gerls. after 17 years, im proud to announce. my record is still clean.! woots.! hearing my dad, im now more den determine to keep it this way, for at least the next 5yrs of my life.! nyahahaa.! insyaAllah. =))
PS: no-ouwh. u cant beat me to that.! nyaah. =p

aights. i shall sleep now. its 4.51am. im three-quarter dead. boo.
PS: the rest of the week was just as gorgeous. totally. =)


note to muni's immune system: FIGHT please.!!
i need my body un-sick. and most importantly, i need my brain. ahahaa.


and to beloved aimah, 4aug. Happy 14th Birthday.! i luv ya.! =)

* thank you(s).*

here's just an appreciation entry. hee. sori for the total belated-ness though.

wednesday, 2nd aug.! yays.! nyahahaa. i admit, wasnt entirely looking forward to turning seventeen. but apparently, it wasnt that bad was it.? hee.

to all who remembered, and made me feel remembered [ahah.!]. thanks a bundle ey.! =) initially thought of listing their names. but i realized, woahhh* how endless the list would be.
i already hate myself enough for losing track of the order of my well wishers [ps:i've always taken note of dem every year, so yeah. hee.] but this time, its just too long a list. boo muni.! heh.

to all who sent those pretty2 msgs, and subsequently flooded my inbox [hah.!]. truly appreciate it.! hee.! =) im just uberly sorry for not replying though. was busy2 when i got some, so by the end of the day, im all mixed up. pardon me.! x)

to all who wrote me those beautiful testimonials, and added on to my testi counter [hah.!]. reali reali appreciate it. again, i cant find the time to reply, especially since frenster is lagging on me. so altogether, thank youuu.! =)

to all who gave those extremely sweet gifts, and contributed to the extremely messy bedroom floor now [hah!.]. yall are extremely sweet pple.! and i luv every single one of you.! ahah.! also, i luv all the presents.! but thats not something new lah eh.? nyahaa. thz for all the effort/time/money/whatnots ey. appreciate them, wholeheartedly. =)

to beloved 0611D. my heartfelt gratitude.! all the secrecy and surprise-attempts were reali just so touching please. though it was kinda predicable, i was awed.! the cake was totally fantastic, truly luv it.! hee.

to my darling family whom i love with all my heart.! gosh* i just simply luv yall uh.! though its sad i had a longgg day in sch, the time spent together that night, gorgeous memories they are.! all the presents, especially from my beloved adeks.! imagine those cuming frm their allowances.! i feel bad lahh, dey're ouwh-so-sweet please.! and my beloved abg, for the thought of it.! sori for having to postpone it though, hee. and my beloved dad.! for the neutral-ness to my plan, BUT giving me that totally-not-anticipated envelope eventually.! hee.! and my beloved mum.! all the efforts in preparing the setting. and the scrumptious cake.! ouwhh my god. appreciate every single bit of it.! ahh* i luv my family. yesty, today, and forever. =))

and last but definitely not the least. i so, totally, entirely, absolutely luv DEE DEE ELFEEZA.! ouwh-so-much.! she's simply ouwh-so-sweet please.! wasted her time just to accompany me thruout the day.! gosh* seriously. i luv her to bits and pieces.

yerps. here's all the gorgeous people that makes my life gorgeous. thanks alot uh. its definitely aint a wonder..

I LOVE MY LIFE.!

all seventeen years of it.! hee. =))

*goodbye, sweet sixteen.*

gosh*

im entirely EoM bounded that i cant even find a minute to stop and reflect on my sixteen years of life.

i dint even get to rummage through the precious things in my precious box before saying my gdbye to precious sweet sixteen please.! =(

how jc life have stripped me off my life. boohoo.

tmr's total hectic. busy busyyy day. hee.

and ouwhs. i wanted to revamp this blog before 17, and i FAILED badly in doing so.

as such, i'll stick to this layout for another year.! nyahahaa. =))

aights. guess i can onli afford 4hrs of sleep tonight. ahh* back to EoM.! =


* the memories so close to me,
just fades away... *

* sweet sixteen was simply gorgeous,
my heartfelt gratitude,
to all who were part of it.
i luv my life, ouwhhh so much. hee. *